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Ms. Louise

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                                                     my Diary: my First Blow Job

    i was bent over the bench, cuffed in place, when She announced that there was a visitor. i was too scared to protest but i silently hoped She was just terrorizing me; surely She would not bring anyone upstairs and let them see me like i was? But She did.
    The guy had on a leather hood, leather chaps and boots; he was bare chested, and his dick and balls stuck out through the chaps. She had him run the video camera while She bent me over the bench and fucked my ass with Her strap-on dildo. i couldn’t believe i was being abused this way in front of another man. She fucked me hard for some time, all the while instructing him on getting close-ups of Her dick shoving in and out of my ass, and of my face as She thrust in as hard and deep as She could.
    She was brutal enough with Her thrusting, and it was the largest thing i've ever had there, that i was soon moaning and whimpering. It made me think of the first time i fucked my first Wife in Her ass; She was a petite Woman, She didn’t want to do it, and that made it worse for Her because i forced myself on Her. i never forgot that night because i enjoyed hearing Her whimpering like a puppy while i fucked Her. Now my ass was being assaulted-while another man watched.
    Then She shocked me, telling me i was going to give the man a blow job. i've never done such a thing. i’m not a faggot. i wanted to refuse, but She had hurt me earlier, i was afraid of Her, and i knew i had to do it because my Owner had worked it out with Her. She sat him on the bench, and ordered me to kneel in front of him and suck his cock. His cock was twice the size of mine, maybe even bigger. She took pictures. “Stick out your tongue and lay his dick on it...lick the tip...push your tongue into his pisshole...rub it on your face...now suck it, take it all in your mouth...I want to see his balls right up against your chin...” She instructed as She moved around us, first taking Polaroids, then the video. Soon he started to thrust and grab my head, and then he said he was going to come. She ordered him to pull out of my mouth and jerk off onto my face, and told me to get right up against his dick. His cum shot onto my face, forehead, nose, mouth and chin. She ordered me to look into the camera and lick my lips for a close-up. She even asked him how i was at sucking cock and the bastard said “Okay.” It was all i could do to keep from actually crying. i am a businessman used to being treated deferentially, to getting whatever i want and to being in control. Now i was half naked, in horrible lingerie, on my knees, my whole face covered with a man’s cum, being photographed. i had put his dick in my mouth. i've had countless Women suck my cock; paid whores, drunken Wives of my executives, secretaries, even hotel maids. Once i got a Woman sales rep from a computer company to blow me in the men’s room of a restaurant, to keep from losing a big deal with our company; there She was, in Her business suit, sitting on the toilet, as i fucked Her face. But i never thought i’d ever be on my knees like this. As Mistress Louise made me say out loud that i was Her cock sucking, cum swallowing slut whore-with him right there to hear it-i felt sick and dizzy. Yet the entire scene was also perversely exciting, something i just don’t understand. Then She brought over a dog dish and ordered me to jack off and shoot my cum into the dish. She called his attention to how small my dick was. With the masked guy still watching, i kneeled over the damned dog dish and jacked off. i came but got no pleasure from it. When i came, She ordered me to lick it all up-and ordered him to watch me, to make sure i got it all. i licked up what i could get with my tongue right out of the bowl, but i had to scoop up some of it with my fingers and then suck it off my fingers. i would have cheated by wiping it on myself if he hadn’t been standing there watching me intently. i hate eating my cum when my Owner makes me, but this 1,000 times worse, having to do it in front of another man.
    i had to go back the next day to pick up the photos and video, and it was all i could do to face Mistress Louise. i’d certainly never be able to see Her again and hold my head up or have any sense of confidence or even manhood. This is a beautiful Woman i’d never met before and don’t know, who has had me do the most unspeakable, degrading acts. i couldn’t even look Her in the eyes, and just wanted to hurry up and get out of there. i wasn’t permitted to look at the photos; i had to just bring the sealed package to my Owner. i could only imagine what was in there. And when i got back to my hotel i was thoroughly disgusted with myself, yet i had a raging hard-on just from imagining the pictures, and i had to masturbate.
    i’ve yet to see the photos or the video. my Owner has made me look away when She has shown them to others. She has told me She likes the photos of me with man’s cock in my mouth and with my face covered with his cum best.

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