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				One Possible Future

Life today, the year 2112, is a lot different from what it was at the turn of the millennium. A lot of 

changes and advancements have been made in both society and technology. Although there have 

been many awesome, cool, handy, and interesting things invented in that time, there is one that has 

had the most profound impact on humanity. It has created a fundamental change in the power 

structure of not only the world’s governments but within society itself. It is a change that most have 

heralded as a much needed and wonderful change while others have decried it is inhumane and cruel. 

Of course anything is going to have its detractors as it is just human nature but the overwhelming 

majority of society feels that is was a worthwhile change and just may have saved humanity from 

obliterating itself.

Back around the turn of the last century a man from China named Zhi Sou made an incredible 

discovery: he found a way to reverse spinal cord damage in humans. He invented a sort of implant 

that could bypass the damaged area of a person’s spinal cord and act as sort of a bridge across that 

area allowing the signal from the brain to get where it was suppose to go. At first, the device had to be 

strapped to the person’s waist via a belt and the leads implanted directly through the skin into the 

damaged area of the cord. This of course was cumbersome and provided a great way for bacteria 

and other nasty things to get into the body but it was a small price to pay for having the use of one’s 

own body again. Once the initial discovery was made, Zhi spent the rest of his life refining the implant, 

not only making it work more efficiently but also making it smaller and smaller. His goal was to 

eventually have the device implanted totally within the patient and to give them the same amount of 

freedom and movement as their own bodies did before whatever it was that caused the cord to be 

damaged without the tediousness of a belt or the permanent openings in the skin.

Zhi was consumed with his research, so much so to the point that his children followed in his footsteps 

and became renowned researchers in the field, driven to improve on their father’s invention and to 

possibly expand the applications of the monumental device. As was the case with Zhi, his children’s 

children also followed in their Grandfather’s footsteps and continued his pioneering research and even 

his great great-grandchildren took up the fight. One of those descendants of Zhi was Lei Sou, my wife! 

When I met Lei, I had no idea who she was or the importance of her work and her family but I soon 

became very, very familiar with their work and all its ramifications. Through the years, Zhi’s dream 

of the device being small enough to be implanted came true as well as its ability to completely mimic 

the body’s own individual spinal cord nerves. In fact, the research went beyond his wildest dreams, 

not only in terms of speed, but also in the device’s abilities. He, his family, and his researches 

discovered a way to graft the device directly into the spinal cord using bio materials discovered by 

other researchers.

About the same time all this research was unfolding, society was undergoing change as well. There was 

too much violence in the world and people wondered where society as a whole was heading and 

just how many people they have lost that might have come up with monumental ideas such as Zhi’s. 

World governments started to see a fundamental shift in their leadership as women were becoming 

more and more popular for their programs and ways of handling the surge of violence that society 

was experiencing. It reached a point where almost all the worlds’ governments were run by women 

and no one was complaining by any means as things were getting done and being done efficiently. 

There was even a philosophical change in the social structure as well. Men were now more relegated 

to working on the home and taking care of the children and their wives each and every need. Even 

places like China, Zhi’s homeland, were succumbing to the changing tide. The facts were all there 

and could not be denied. Of course, as with any change in a particular power structure, there were 

those, both women and men, that bucked the trend and continued on but they were in the minority.

Even with the change in ideology, society was still faced with rampant crime and such. This is when 

the women leaders of the world secretly started to collaborate and come up with ideas on how they 

could drastically make society a better place before it self-destructed. They contacted the Sou family 

and their researchers which slowly began something that would change the world. They wanted the 

researchers to come up with a way to implant their device into a human from birth and have the device 

become so ingrained within that person that it would be impossible to remove as the person got older. 

The Zhi family agreed with the leaders and dedicated a branch of their company to this avenue of 

research but kept it secret from almost everyone. With amazing speed, the researchers were able to 

come up with a viable implant. Now that the implant was a reality, they needed to find a way to apply 

it in a meaningful way. The implant was powered by the body’s own chemicals but what was 

unexpected was that each individual that had the device implanted gave off a sort of biometric signal 

that was distinctly unique. They also discovered that they could communicate, in a sense, with the 

device that was implanted. This was an amazing discovery and provided exactly what the female 

leaders had hoped; only this was far beyond their wildest imagination. Eventually the researchers 

found that they could basically “shut off” the nerve signals to any area of the body below the waist by 

communicating with the device. They could not yet shut off a specific single area such as a finger or 

a hand but could turn off the use of one’s legs, arms, or any other part of the body that they could 

voluntarily control. They also discovered that they could record the individual signals given off by an 

implant to a range of about one mile.

Armed with this information, the female leaders came up with a plan that they knew would create a 

lot of tension but one that once people realized the good it could do they knew it would be accepted 

by a majority of the people. So in the year 2100, all the worlds’ governments passed laws that said 

every male born from that point on was to be implanted with the Zhi device which it became known as. 

This of course did not go well at first and many, many people resisted and vowed to fight the legislation. 

The fight turned out to be fruitless however as the very people who could over-turn the laws were the 

ones that passed it and eventually enough people jumped on board to the point that they had enough 

support so as not to be removed from their respective offices. All they needed was time as this was 

just the first step in the process. 

Sensors were placed and hidden in every public place throughout every nation that would be able to 

capture the movement of any male anywhere, anytime. These sensors were tiny and could not be 

located by any known means for anyone to sabotage in any way. They could be hidden in almost 

anything, even in the structure of a building! Since males committed the majority of crimes, it was 

theorized that if a crime was committed by a male, the sensors would be able to record just who it 

was since the biometric signature was unique for everyone and through the use of triangulation would 

be able to pinpoint their exact location. So if a house was broken into at a certain time, all the authorities 

had to do was review the sensor logs and see who exactly was at that exact point and at that exact 

time and the perpetrator, once ID’d, could be apprehended by doing a sensor sweep for his individual 

signal no matter where he was.

Although people fought this and complained bitterly to no end, eventually they began to see the light, 

just as the criminals had as crime went down drastically in the first twenty years, after which, crime 

was virtually eliminated. Sure, there was still some crime being committed by women and by the few 

males that managed to be hidden and survive without having a device implanted, but they were few 

and far between. In fact, if a male was caught by the authorities and did not have the device implanted 

he was sentenced to life in prison as there was no way he could be monitored and any device they 

implanted could be removed since it wasn’t implanted at birth. It was strong incentive for parents not 

to defy the law. It also made law enforcement easier as there was no longer a need for physical 

restraints such as handcuffs or things such as pepper spray or stun guns. The police, who were all 

female, carried receiver/transmitters with them and if they needed to apprehend a male, they would 

just lock onto his signature and turn off his arms and/or legs making fugitive apprehension so much 

easier and safer for all. Some people feared this system would eventually be applied to everyone and 

would be used to basically enslave the entire human population but that was not the case. Controls 

and systems of management were put into place that prevented any one person or groups of people 

from taking control of this amazing technology.

This is where I come in. I first met Lei about 3 years ago when she filled in for a professor in my 

Physics class. When she walked into the room, my mouth fell open; she was the most beautiful woman 

I ever saw. During the entire lecture I could not concentrate at all on taking notes and pretty much 

ended up dreaming the class away like a teenager with a crush on one of his teachers. It was all right 

though as I could easily get the notes from someone, my more pressing concern at that moment was 

how to approach this woman that captivated me so. 

As the class let out, I mustered up the courage to walk up to her as she was putting away her notes 

and getting ready to leave. Normally I did not have a problem talking to women but for some reason, 

be it her beauty, her position of authority, or both I just could not think straight and froze! I was so 

embarrassed and although my momentary guffaw lasted only a few seconds, it felt like an eternity to 

me. Much to my surprise, my awkwardness actually worked in my favor as for the first time in the 

last three hours, a smile actually came across her face. I must have been some sight at that particular 

moment as it was perfectly clear to her what my intention was at that very moment. 

That beautiful smile soon turned into an even more beautiful grin and I knew I had better say something 

soon or the moment would be lost forever. After what had seemed like hours but was only seconds 

in reality, I finally was able to speak. I complemented her on her performance and asked her if she 

would like to go out with me sometime. I felt kind of foolish asking a professor out on a date but 

although she was in an authoritative position, she appeared to be about my age. She said she was very 

flattered by not only my gesture but also by my obvious nervousness. She said that no man has every 

approached her in such a manner and that she was very intrigued. At about this moment, my heart 

was pounding and I thought I was going to pass out. What was it about this woman that made me 

feel the way I did? 

As I stood there pondering why I was suddenly regressing back to a shy ten year old boy, I did not 

even notice her writing something down. She handed me the piece of paper and started to walk out. 

By the time I re-entered reality, I was about to shout out wait just as I looked at the paper she handed 

me. On the paper was a phone number, nothing more! I was dumbfounded and in no way thought 

she would agree to go out with me. Just as she was about to walk out the door, I suddenly realized 

that I didn’t know her name. I shouted out hey wait…what is your name? She turned her head and 

stated her name was Professor Cheng and with that, smiled and walked out of sight. As I looked down 

at the number I could not help smile myself as I looked up at the whiteboard and saw what was 

written on it at the very to above all the mathematical formulas from class: Professor Cheng. For a 

split second I wondered why she didn’t tell me her name but figured it she was just teasing me; 

little did I know what its true meaning really was.

Later that day when I got home I called Professor Cheng, I just could not wait. As the phone was 

ringing my heart was once again pounding and when I heard that heavenly voice on the other end 

I hesitated ever so slightly. In that tiny moment, she knew exactly who it was. Without any fanfare 

she asked me if I was free tonight to with which I responded yes, absolutely, and with no hesitation 

whatsoever. She told me to meet her at a quaint little restaurant called Jay’s on Main Street at 8. Just 

as I started to say okay, I heard the phone click. She hung up on me! I should have realized the train 

that was bearing down on me at that very moment, but I was too mesmerized by this woman. I spent 

the rest of the day getting ready for my big date. Not only was Professor Cheng beautiful and smart, 

she was also the first woman I had ever gone out with who was a true professional, most of the 

women I had ever gone out with were fellow students working their way through college like myself 

although I was a tad bit older than most of them. This fact intrigued me the most because although in 

today’s society most women were in positions “above” men, I had yet to experience this firsthand for 

myself. Tonight was truly uncharted territory for me.

I arrived a few minutes before the set time and as I scanned the dining room, I saw that Professor 

Cheng had all ready gotten a table. I told the host that my “friend” was seated over there and pointed 

to the beautiful Professor. He promptly led me over to the table. As I approached, Professor Cheng 

looked up and once again a smile radiated across her face. I greeted her and sat down. She said that 

she had all ready ordered some wine and if that was all right with me. I of course told her it was 

although I did not tell her that I had never had wine before, beer yes, wine no! Almost as if on cue, the 

wine arrived and as I was about to open the menu, Professor Cheng asked me if I trusted her. Now, 

I had no reason not to at this point and told her so. She then ordered for the both of us which I 

thought was a little strange but certainly wasn’t going to make any sort of issue over it; after all, I was 

just honored to be here with such a beautiful and engaging woman.

As dinner progressed, we did the obligatory small talk and everything was going well, at least I thought 

so, and judging by my date’s demeanor, I suspected she thought the same as well. It was funny; I 

really felt a connection with this woman and was really yearning to know her name. As if she was 

reading my mind, she told me that she wanted me to know a few things but that I had to promise not 

to tell anyone anything. Needless to say she did not need to sell me at all and I told her that her secrets 

would be safe with me. She went on to explain that her name was Lisa Cheng, but it was not. That 

was the name she used in public so as not to draw attention to who she really was. She told me her 

name was Lei Sou. As she said this she paused as if to let me speak. When she realized that her name 

did not arouse any sort of reaction from me, she asked me if her name sounded familiar. I replied that 

I did not. She seemed sort of surprised but almost relieved at the same time. She then asked me if I 

knew who Zhi Sou was. Again I responded no and was beginning to get worried and thought maybe 

she would be offended because I did not know who she or this Zhi person was.

Again she flashed that same look of surprise and relief. I asked her who Zhi was. She went on to explain 

who he was and once she started, I immediately knew. I could not believe I did not put two and two 

together; after all, the implant inside of me was called the Zhi device! I never in my wildest dreams 

thought I would meet anyone famous, or even infamous depending on how you looked at it. Lei went 

on to tell me that she conceals her identity to keep from drawing attention to herself both in a positive 

sense and in a negative sense. Most people heralded the Sou family and the implant as the savior of 

society and therefore the Sous were constantly contacted by all sorts of people wanting things like 

interviews and to know what new big breakthroughs were being discovered. There was also a small 

handful if people that resented the Sou family and think that there work has led to the downfall of 

society and would like nothing more than to cause harm to them for their atrocities. 

While I was somewhat awestruck, it certainly did not change how I felt about Lei. She was still the 

same beautiful, intelligent, and engaging woman that I saw in class today and had dinner with, the fact 

that she was a famous researcher meant nothing to me really, I was truly falling for this woman. Lei 

continued on and told me how she worked at her families company doing research and that she teaches 

part-time just to break up her normal routine. Eventually she might like to get out of the research 

aspect completely but she needed something to fill her time with as she did not need to work and 

thought teaching would be the perfect avenue for her. Innocently I asked her what she was working 

on at the lab and much to my surprise, she actually told me! I certainly had no ulterior motives in 

asking her this, I truly wanted to know what she was working on to get to know her better and I think 

she knew this.

She told me that she worked in the R&D department. I thought this was strange because her whole 

company’s mission was R&D, in a sense. When I asked her to elaborate, she told me that she could 

not say as she worked on government research projects and they were all top-secret. Ahhh, it suddenly 

made sense to me. As it became apparent to Lei that I understood, she gave me that evil grin and said 

that if I was good, I might just eventually find out some of the things she was working on. This was 

an ominous statement on her part, one that both sent a shiver down my spine and a surge of 

excitement through my loins. With that, Lei asked me if I wanted to leave and go somewhere quieter. 

Of course I needed no prodding on this and eagerly said yes. She got up and headed for the door. 

I scrambled to catch up to her and just as I was about to inquire about the bill, she told me it was 

taken care of and that she would drive. This woman is amazing I thought to myself as I followed 

her out to the parking lot hot on her heels. We got into her car and sped off into the night…a night 

that would change my life forever.

When we got back to her place, it was the most amazing night of my life. The minute we walked 

through her door, she literally attacked…in a good way of course! I had never experienced such a 

thing before. Never has a woman been so aggressive with me and before I knew it, we were in 

her bedroom going at it like a pair of wild animals. She was insatiable and very aggressive and by 

the time the night was finally done, I was exhausted but it was the most memorable night of my life; 

at least up until that point. As we laid there falling asleep literally in each other’s arms I wondered, 

how life could get any better!

Well, in the coming months I found out just how much better life could get. I had moved in with Lei 

and continued to go to school. I quit my part time job that I had because I was living with Lei I didn’t 

need the job. I felt kind of funny about this at first but she assured me that I would earn my keep 

in various ways as I would soon find out. I ended up doing most of the cleaning and yard work 

around the house over the coming months which really did not bother me at all because it made me 

feel like I was indeed earning my keep even though Lei told me time and time again that the reason I 

was here was because she liked me and not for free labor. There of course were the perks such as 

being in the company of such a remarkable and gorgeous woman, and the sex...the sex was amazing. 

At first it was pretty normal but as time went by, Lei got more and more aggressive which I thought 

was kind of strange at first but once I got used to it, actually enjoyed it.

Those six months I spent with Lei were the best of my life and went by in the blink of an eye, and 

the all of the sudden, without warning, everything changed. We were sitting on the couch snuggling 

and watching TV after dinner one night and suddenly I felt very weak and dizzy. Before I could do 

anything, even alert Lei, I passed out. When I woke up I was sort of groggy at first but as things 

started to clear up, I noticed Lei was sitting directly in front of me just looking at me. I could not figure 

out what was going on and why Lei looked so calm, you would think that she would have more of a 

concerned look on her face, I know I would have. As I slowly regained my senses, I experienced for 

the first time a sensation that I have experienced many, many times over the past few years…

I could not move!

I started to panic as I had no idea what was happening but Lei immediately tried to calm me down. 

She put one hand on my knee and the other on the side of m face and with a very caring look on 

her face and in her eyes told me not to worry that nothing is wrong. Even with her tender assurances, 

I was still panicking but she continued to calm me, just touching me and looking at me reassuringly 

telling me that nothing was wrong. Eventually the fear in me subsided somewhat and I finally settled 

down; well, at least somewhat. At this point, Lei started to explain what had just happened to me and 

I was absolutely dumbfounded! A flood of emotions cascaded through my body; anger, hatred, fear, 

helplessness, anxiety, and surprisingly enough, excitement. I sat there digesting and going over in my 

head what Lei had just explained to me. During this whole ordeal, Lei just sat there comforting me 

which strangely enough, made me feel safe and calm even though what she had just told me was 

scary, very scary.

Lei told me that the reason I could not move was because she had activated my implant which was 

the first stage in a long, groundbreaking progress. She went on to explain that the sole focus of her 

research for the past seven years was focused on refining the abilities of her Great great grandfathers 

device to which she and her fellow researchers have succeeded. She held up a device that looked like 

a small cell phone and said these were to be standard issue in the coming future. She gave me a close 

up view but it did not seem like anything special to me. She then punched a few buttons and I heard 

a few beeps. She told me that she just turned it on and when it is on, it acquires the targets signal, 

the target in this case being me. Once acquired, this is where the real fun begins.

The refinements that Lei had been working on were sanctioned and funded by the government; 

more specifically, the female leaders of all the worlds governments. 

They had come to the conclusion that since so much improvement had been made in society since 

implanting all males with the Zhi device that they would take it one step further. They knew it would 

be controversial at first but were confident that once everyone saw the benefits of the change that 

they would agree that it was for the best. They came up with a multifaceted plan. The first facet was 

that men would no longer be able to hold certain jobs and although the total list had not be determined 

yet, it was commonly thought that it would include anything that would be considered a position of 

power and authority such as government work, high ranking company officials, lawyers, teachers, 

etc. The next facet was that men would no longer be able to vote besides not being able to hold any 

public office. These would be difficult things at first to enforce but once the transition was made, 

it would be much, much easier down the line.

The most difficult thing of all, for society to transition, involved the last and most intense facet of 

the plan. It would be relatively easy to train young men from childhood on how to function in the 

new society, but what would be done with the men that were all ready grown up??? Some of the more 

extreme ideas were imprisonment or banishment of some sorts but those were rejected for fears that 

they would create too much animosity and would cause the plan to ultimately fail. They decided that 

the most prudent thing to do would be to try and “retrain” males that had all ready reached puberty. 

This re-training would be broken down into two categories, one was the easier on the male and 

focused more on soft and caring authority from specially trained female teachers and the other one 

was more hard core and relied more on negative feedback as a tool to retrain the male. Unfortunately, 

it was determined that married women would not be able to re-train their husbands for fear that they 

would not be able to be, for lack of a better phrase, strict enough. It was generally assumed that the 

older the male was and the more set in his ways he was, the more likely he would require phase II 

retraining. If both phases I & II failed, then the male would be imprisoned, but only after every 

possible method was tried to re-train him. 

Lei then began to explain to me that when she first met me on campus she fully intended to subject me 

to phase I training as various researchers were encouraged to help find the best methods following 

certain guidelines, and of course the little device she was holding in her hand. Fortunately for me, Lei 

fell in love with me and could not bring herself to subject me to the retraining program but she realized 

that eventually when the law was passed, I would have to so she came up with an idea. She would 

attempt to train me in her own way, to service and please her in every way possible while still 

conforming to the future guidelines and laws that were to be imposed in the near future. If this worked, 

it would benefit countless married women that might have to send their husbands off for retraining 

and it would give her the perfect husband: a man she loved that would be completed devoted to her, 

both because he wanted and desired to and because he would be bound by the law as well.

It would be a tough process but in the end, he would have the very same thing that he lusted for so 

badly these past few months; Lei as his wife, the only difference would be the journey. She continued 

to explain that the center piece of all the re-training was the refinements made to the implant. One of 

the changes was that they could now send a shock pulsing through the male’s body with just the push 

of a button. The intensity of the pulse could not be changed as it fed off the body’s own chemical 

energy. What could be controlled was the length of the shock. When the button was pushed, it would 

automatically deliver a shock lasting only one second that would be more than enough to control the 

male, if it was not, the button could be held down and the shock delivered for as long as it was 

held down. This was to be used as a last resort as serious damage could result from prolonged exposure 

to the shock. Lei was conflicted as to whether or not to demonstrate the shock to me but eventually 

thought it would be best to let me experience in a punishment situation, that way it might add a little 

more deterrence if I should decide to stray. Another change was that they could control a man’s 

sexual pleasure by isolating the nerves that control the penis. This meant that a woman would be 

able to determine when, or even if, a man was allowed to get an erection. 

I was stunned and could not believe what I was hearing. I was beginning to think this was a joke but 

if it was, how did Lei paralyze my limbs? I started to laugh and began to compliment Lei on such a 

well thought out joke but the game was up and I was time to let me go. She looked surprised and 

told me she would prove it. She carefully laid me down on the couch and pulled down my pants 

and underwear. I was now lying there completely exposed and could not do anything about it. The 

thought of being powerless at the hands of Lei was very, very exciting and I started to get aroused, 

or at least I thought so. As much as I tried, I could not get an erection and the more I strained, the 

more futile the endeavor became. Lei definitely noticed my frustration and with that, picked up her 

cell phone looking device, punched a few buttons, and suddenly my penis came to life! Oh-my, she 

wasn’t lying and this wasn’t a joke and as fast as my penis had become hard, it deflated!

I wanted to start crying as all that Lei had just explained hit me like a ton of bricks, but I didn’t want 

to show weakness for fear that she might change her mind about my special training. Now that Lei had 

my full and undivided attention, she began to outline how my training would go which after she 

explained it, was relatively simple, so to speak. All I had to do was obey her unquestioningly…that’s it, 

nothing more and certainly nothing less. Obedience was key and it was absolutely imperative that all 

males knew this and once they did and demonstrated this unquestioning obedience, all would be well. 

I thought, how hard could that be as Lei pretty much set the tone for our relationship up until that 

point and save for a few arguments and tiffs, everything was great between the two of them.

As if reading my mind, Lei stated that while this sounds easy, it would not be as things would be much 

different in the future, not only because it would be law, but because she wanted it that way. She had 

always liked having power over her man friends in the past and wondered what it would be like to take 

that to the next level, and now she could find out and there was nothing I could do about it because 

it would soon be the law! This thought excited her to no end and I could see the sexual tension building 

up inside of her because after all this time together, I had become keenly aware when it was building, 

not only within me but within Lei as well. Without warning she straddled my face and forced me to 

orally service her. Now, this was something that I had always loved to do but for some reason, it 

seemed different now. She could tell that something was wrong and began to mock me playfully. I 

had always liked it when she did this sort of light humiliation in the past and as she continued mocking 

me, I slowly began to forget all that had just transpired and could only concentrate on pleasing my 

lovely girlfriend.

Once again my cock sprang to life; the only difference was is that there was nothing I could do to 

relieve the tension building up inside of it. As I continued to pleasure Lei and bring her to orgasm 

over and over, the frustration continued to build up inside of me and when Lei was finally satisfied, 

she literally collapsed on top of me. I was astounded as this had never happened before and because 

I really, REALLY needed release right away as my penis felt like it was going to explode! I decided 

to give Lei a few minutes before inquiring about my needs. When the time was right, I quietly asked her 

if she was forgetting something. At first she either did not hear me or ignored me, causing me to ask 

over and over again with my voice getting louder and louder with every plea. Finally she looked up 

at me and had an evil grin on her face and I knew right then and there this was not going to be good. 

She asked me what I was talking about and when I explained that I had just gotten her off and now it 

was my turn, she just laughed, got off me, and pressed a few button on the remote. Before I realized 

what was happening, my erection was gone!

What the…why did you do that I fearfully asked Lei. She told me that the days of her pleasuring me 

were done and most of my pleasure would come from me pleasing but on occasion, if she was in 

the mood, she would pleasure me in certain ways. Before I could even think of protesting, she told 

me it was the way of the future so just get used to it and walked away, leaving me frustrated and 

limp…in more ways than one!

As I laid there with a raging hard-on that I could do absolutely nothing about, I tried to comprehend 

what had just happened. It was mind boggling and I still was not totally convinced this was real. In my 

heart I knew it had to be but I didn’t want to believe…I couldn’t believe that such a fundamental 

change in society was about to happen. What was even more remarkable was that as I laid there 

and thought about being, in essence, a slave, my hard-on would not go away, it just got stronger 

and stronger frustrating me beyond all belief. I tried in vain with all my might to move my hand but 

I could not. I could not even move a finger nonetheless a hand. I then tried to flex my pubic muscles 

in hopes that I could somehow orgasms but that was a futile effort as well and only served to frustrate 

me even further. Finally I just gave into the situation and eventually fell asleep.

The next thing I know Lei is shaking me trying to wake me up. For a split second I forget the details 

of what transpired yesterday and was about to reach up and give Lei a hug when it hit, I still could not 

move! Lei mockingly asked if I had forgotten about the situation and laughed as I shook my head yes. 

She told me not to worry that change is always hard at first but eventually I will get used to it, and if 

I didn’t; well, she said that is something I did not want to happen. She went on to say that today is 

the official start of my re-training period and again reiterated that I must do as she says, unquestioningly, 

all the time. I was told that punishment would be in order whenever I did not follow her directions 

without question or if I failed to please her but there was one rule, for which if I violated it, would 

result in her ending the relationship and me being sent somewhere I absolutely did not want to be. 

That rule was never, ever try to escape.

She explained that there were sensors placed in all 4 corners of the house and if I crossed the threshold 

without her turning them off, it would activate the implant and paralyze me instantly. She explained 

that she was not worried about me getting away and “telling” someone of his predicament I was in, 

but more so for the fact that if I did try and escape, her method of re-training must not be adequate 

enough and I would be sent away. We would also still go out in public eventually together as an 

everyday couple but I was warned that if I tried to escape or attract any undue attention in a situation 

like that, the consequences would be dire. Somehow I knew she was right and she could tell I 

understood. She then told me that even if I didn’t understand, I soon would, I soooon would! That 

was a very ominous thing for her to say and hoped that didn’t mean anything bad was about to happen 

to me; well, I should say anything worse than has all ready happened as of now.

She then touched a button on the controller and suddenly my body sprang to life. It was absolutely 

amazing. She told me to get dressed and meet her in the kitchen. After getting dressed and making 

my way to the kitchen, I saw that the table was full of all sorts of cleaners and cleaning implements. 

Today’s first lesson involves cleaning the kitchen I was told. She could see that I was not all that 

excited at the prospect of cleaning all day and told me that is exactly the point of the re-training. Soon 

I would have a look of excitement and pleasure on my face when confronted with something that 

would please her. Somehow I doubted she could ever me look forward to cleaning, not that I minded 

and have done light cleaning for her in the past, but actually looking forward to it with excitement…

I dunno about that! After that, we got right to work.

We cleaned nonstop, right through lunch and right up until dinner. I was not only famished but I was 

beat. This was one of the most tiring days I have experienced in a long, long time, hopefully I wouldn’t 

have to do too much of this cleaning stuff in the future. What I didn’t know was that while I was 

immersed in cleaning, Lei had ordered some dinner for delivery and when it got here told me that 

cooking lessons would be in the near future for me. Yikes, cooking AND cleaning, she was really 

serious about this whole thing, wasn’t she? I guess in my mind I still kind of held on to the hope that 

this was still all some sort of practical joke but as time went on, I was slowly coming to the realization 

that it was not. After we ate, we continued on my cleaning tutorials and by the end of the night, had 

cleaned everything, and I mean everything in the kitchen. From top to bottom, it was spotless. By 

the time we were all done, Lei asked me if I remembered how to do everything to which I responded 

no, because it was the truth. There was no way I would remember how to do all that after doing it 

just once. Well Lei told me that I would be given no more instruction and that when it came time to 

clean the kitchen again, if I did not remember, I would be punished. My heart sank and knew that 

as much as I didn’t want to experience any sort of punishment, it was clear that I eventually would.

After everything had been put away, she told me to follow me into the bedroom. For the first time 

today I was very excited for I thought we were going to have some fun together. What I came to 

realize that fun was on the menu, just not in the way I thought. She told me to strip and I did so, 

very happily and my happiness was obviously showing. She laughed as she told me to get on the bed 

on my back. When I did, she turned on that infernal device and caused my entire body, except for my 

dick, to become paralyzed yet again. I could have cried at that moment but figured that would either 

not go over very well or would be very amusing to Lei, so I just bucked up and figured I would just 

go with it; after all, how long could all this last I thought to myself, still holding onto that glimmer of 

hope that this was all a game. What happened next was a little different than last night and a whole 

lot more frustrating.

Lei jumped on top of me and began to slowly and sensually kiss me being very careful to rub her 

breasts all over my chest as she did. Between the kissing and the rubbing I was dying but there wasn’t 

a darn thing I could do about it. At least I could kiss her back and release at least some of my pent-up 

frustration. Just as I was starting to lose myself in her kissing, she abruptly stopped, got off of me, 

pulled off all her clothes and hopped back on, only this time she was facing my cock. I got so excited 

I almost came right then and there thinking she was about to orally please me the way I had pleased her 

so much yesterday. BOY, was I ever wrong! She took my hand, my paralyzed hand, and placed it on 

my penis. She then cupped my fingers around it as if I were masturbating and playfully gave me a 

few strokes before turning around and slithering her way up to my face. What the heck? She wanted 

me to please her while my hand is on my cock…she can’t be serious, can she? I could not even think 

straight in this predicament, nonetheless eat her pussy, but she was having none of I and when I 

hesitated, made a motion like she was going to slap my face and told me I better get to it! This was a 

side of her I had never seen before and was very worried that I may just see it again in the future, 

but as worried as I was, I could not hide the fact that I was very excited as well.

As I went to work pleasing Lei, I could barely concentrate as the sensations running through my penis 

were incredible. All I needed was just a little friction, just something that would push me over the edge 

and allow me that much sought after orgasm. I purposely tried to lick her in different areas hoping that 

she would adjust her positioning and just give my hand or arm a little nudge, but I think she was on to 

me. She just would not budge and if I strayed too far from the areas she liked to get the most attention, 

she just grabbed my head and positioned back into place! Arghhhh, how humiliating and frustrating! 

Once again after giving her multiple orgasms, she got off me, got dressed, and left the room. She went 

into the bathroom and presumably was getting ready for bed, when she again emerged, she pushed a 

button and my body sprung to life. She told me to go get ready for bed and then to meet her in the 

spare bedroom. The spare bedroom I thought, come on. She could see the disappointment in my face 

and told me that if I was a good boy I would eventually work my way back into her bed. With that, 

I scampered off to go get ready for bed and when I was finished, saw her waiting for me in the spare 

bedroom.

I cautiously approached and as I did, she got up and told me to get into bed and into a position that was 

comfortable. I did not like the sound of that but figured protesting would do me no good, so I jumped in 

and got comfortable. When I told her I was all comfy, she again hit the button and caused my body, 

and even my penis, to yet again go limp. She told me this was the way it was going to be for a while 

and with that, she walked out. Again I laid there just as I had done the night before and wondered why 

this cruel joke was being played on me and what I ever did to deserve it. I finally started to drift off to 

sleep when suddenly I was jolted awake by something. I could not figure out what just happened, but 

whatever it was, it was not good. I thought it might be the implant going haywire and called out for Lei 

to come quickly, but alas, she never came. Figuring it was just a fluke of some sorts; I settled down 

and started to drift off to sleep once again.

Youwwwch!!! It happened again; only this time I knew exactly where it was coming from…it was 

coming from my penis. It felt like someone was taking a stun gun and shocking my genitals. Could 

this be a side-effect of the refinements to the implant or could it be just the implant going nuts, 

whatever the case, it hurt and hurt bad. I was terrified and could not sleep out of fear wondering when, 

or if, I would get shocked again. Finally I began to drift off to sleep and low & behold, once again I 

was kicked in the balls by whatever was causing this. I immediately cried out for Lei but again she did 

not respond to my pleas for help. What the heck was going on I thought to myself wondering if the 

shocks would continue, or worse yet, get more intense and possibly damage me or even kill me. As 

scared as I was, there was not a darn thing I could do so I just decided to try and get to sleep and 

whatever would happen would happen.

My fears were indeed partially for real as I kept getting shocked all night long. Every time I was about 

to fall asleep, I would be shocked into consciousness. Eventually the fear subsided as I realized it would 

continue to happen and just focused on trying to quell the pain that accompanied the shocks. Finally 

morning arrived and I had not slept a wink. I was dead tired and exhausted from the cleaning day 

yesterday, the pain of the shocks, and the lack of sleep. When Lei walked in, I practically broke down 

and begged her to make the shocks stop, let me go, and stop this madness. She looked very surprised 

and worried and tried to calm me down but I just kept rambling. She then “turned me back on” and 

came over and hugged me. She wanted me to calm down and slowly explain to her what I was trying 

to say. When I finally calmed down enough and explained what had transpired during the night, she 

looked surprised and took out the control device. After pushing a few buttons she said that the 

self-diagnostic program said that everything was functioning normally and she even showed me. 

Sure enough, it said everything was within operational parameters.  I asked her if there could be a 

mistake and she said possibly. She left and came back with another identical control, punched a few 

buttons, and did the same diagnostic and once again everything showed normal.

She said it was probably some sort of goofy error and to not worry about it because we had a lot to do 

today. I looked at her and asked if we could skip today as I didn’t get any sleep. She looked at my 

sympathetically and put her had to my cheek and held it there lightly and said she would love to, but 

they were on a time schedule and it would behoove them both to stay on it. I wanted to protest but 

thought better of it. Lei got up and started walking out and as she did, told me to get dressed and meet 

her in the living room as today I would be learning how to clean the living and dining room. I let out a 

loud sigh and got dressed and as I did, I heard Lei call out from the other room that outbursts like that 

would only get me punished in the future. I hurriedly got dressed and met Lei in the living room where 

once again, every cleaning tool known was sitting out just waiting to be used.

Again the day flew by skipping lunch and being done just in time for dinner to arrive. And again, after 

dinner Lei and I had the same tease/pleasure session that we have had the last two nights, the only 

difference this night was that she did not place my hand on my penis. After making her cum over 

and over again, she turned around and started playing with my penis. I could have exploded right then 

and there but she just would not put me over the edge, suddenly, she lifted herself up and put came 

back down again, right on my penis. Ohhhhh, how I missed that feeling of being inside of her and 

wanted her to desperately make me cum. All I needed was a few strokes and I would explode but 

she didn’t move; she just sat there. I was dying and could not stand it anymore and just as I was about 

to say something, she reached over and grabbed the control thingy from the table. I was horrified 

and knew what was coming and tried everything I could to move just enough so I could cum, but it 

was useless. Lei then punched a few buttons and suddenly I couldn’t feel my penis anymore. I was 

still inside her but the warmth and softness was gone, replaced with; well, nothing!

I practically shouted out asking her what the heck she just did but all she did was say shhhh and slowly 

she began to writhe up and down. I was dumbfounded and thought I was finally going to be able to 

cum but as time slowly passed, nothing happened! Lei continued going faster and faster but yet I still 

felt nothing and if it were not for the fact that I could see the shaft of my hard penis when she 

bounced up, I would not even be able to tell if I had an erection or not. Oh how I longed for her to 

be facing me so I could see her breasts bouncing up and down, at least I could have that much if I 

couldn’t cum. Finally Lei exploded in an intense orgasm and slowly began to slow down, eventually 

coming to a stop. She got off of me and repeated yesterday’s ritual and before I knew it, I was lying 

in bed, even more exhausted than the night before. Lei bent over and kissed me good night and told 

me I was doing great, but there was still more to come, and judging by that no feeling in my dick 

thing tonight, I was sure she was telling the absolute truth. It took no time for me to drift off into sleep 

but suddenly, it happened…AGAIN!

Again as soon as I started to doze off, I was shocked! Instinctively I yelled out for Lei but just like 

last night, she did not come. And so it went all night long and when morning finally did come, I was 

practically out of mind. I again explained to Lei what had happened and she once again did a 

diagnostic test and all showed normal. I couldn’t believe it and was rambling on and on about how 

something was wrong. Lei just held me and reassured me that everything was all right and that she 

was here to protect me and would not let anything happen to me. I was losing my mind between the 

pain, the sleeplessness, the mysterious cause, and most of the, the comforting. As I sat there being 

comforted by Lei, I started to feel better; of course her reassurances also helped me in this regard 

as well. Besides reassuring me that she wouldn’t let anything happen to me, she also told me that it 

was very important for me to follow her directions so she could make absolutely sure I would never 

be hurt. Without warning, she got up and told me to get ready and meet her I the main bathroom 

as today I would be learning how to clean the houses two bathrooms. 

And so it went like this all week, every day I was shown how to clean another part of the house. After 

the bathrooms it was the bedrooms, after the bedrooms it was the basement, after the basement, it 

was the garage, and after that it was yard work. Besides the cleaning the other fact that remained the 

same was the shocks at night. There was absolutely nothing I could do about them and every morning 

the ritual was the same…I would call out for Lei and she would come to comfort me. I was thoroughly 

exhausted and did not think I could make it another day. I looked horrible and felt even worse, but all 

that mattered little today as I was informed I would learn how to take care of Lei and all her personal 

needs. It started off with things like learning how to do her nails on both her feet and hands. Then I 

learned how to wash, dry, and iron all her clothes, even the lingerie! Next I learned how to clean her 

shoes and boots. She took extra special care in teaching me on how to do all of these things making 

sure that I would get them right the very next time I had to do them which I thought was ironic since 

I was an absolute zombie from the lack of sleep and wondered if I would remember anything!

As the day drew closer to an end, it was time for me to learn how to bathe her! Immediately I perked 

up and I no longer felt like a zombie as the adrenaline began to surge through my body. I was delirious 

with joy as we made our way to her bathroom and as she solely undressed. This was the first time 

I had seen her like this, in a situation like this, in a long time. As she showed me what shampoos, 

conditioners, soaps, lotions, and moisturizers to us, I could not help sneaking peeks at her beautiful 

body and wanted so bad just to jump into the tub with her and have go at it like a couple of rabbits. 

As much as I wanted to, I also did not want to disappoint, or even worse yet, piss Lei off so I just 

looked and when I finally got to touch, I was ecstatic; of course it was not “sensual” touching, it 

was purely functional as I was learning how to wash and bathe her. Even still, the hormones were 

flooding through my body and it was at that very moment that I realized that I didn’t have an erection! 

I had completely forgotten that Lei could turn off and on my ability to have one and even if I had 

wanted to could not have jumped into that tub with her. I was horrified and I think Lei knew that I 

finally figured it out and just giggled and told me I had better be concentrating on the job at hand.

Once bed time came I begged Lei to stay with me or let me sleep with her but she wouldn’t have any 

of it. She told me that eventually I would be allowed back into bed with her, but first things first. I 

pleaded that while I wanted to be in the same bed with her, what I wanted most was to be able to 

sleep and not be shocked all night long. Lei once again reassured me that she would not let anything 

happen to me and then flat out asked me if I was always going to listen to her. I looked her in the eyes 

and said of course. She then told me that as long as that were the case, nothing bad would happen. She 

kissed me on the forehead and walked out. I was terrified and felt abandoned as Lei walked out and as 

much as I wanted to cry out, I did not. Eventually I did fall asleep and the next thing I knew, Lei was 

shaking me telling me to get up. At first I was groggy and did not realize where I was. I thought that 

she was coming back to let me sleep with her but soon realized that light was streaming through the 

window. I asked Lei if I had slept through the night and she told me I did. I was absolutely astounded 

and shocked that I did not get any more shocks but I certainly wasn’t looking a gift horse in the mouth. 

Lei sat down beside me and she told me she wouldn’t let anything happen to me. I just smiled at her 

and felt much gratitude towards Lei at this very moment. Lei got up and walked out, instinctively I 

just got up, got ready, and met her in the kitchen. 

She informed me that she would be going back to work today and that I would be responsible for 

starting the whole cleaning cycle over again, only I had to make sure I finished before she got home 

so I would have enough “play” time and enough time to bathe her before bed. She also informed me 

that each night when she comes home she would look over my work and give me a check for 

everything I did well and a check for everything I did not do well. When she added them up, if I had 

a negative amount of checks, I would be punished and if I had a positive amount, I would be rewarded. 

I asked her what the punishment would be and she told me that she was sure I would soon find out. 

As she walked out the door, she reminded me about the sensors placed at the corners of the house 

and winked at me as she closed the door. I just sat there thinking that this couldn’t be true but as I 

sat there wallowing, I remembered the punishment thing and got to work cleaning the kitchen.

Since I had just cleaned it a week ago, I figured it could not be that dirty and tried my best to go over 

everything Lei showed me last week. I finished just as Lei got home. She came in and asked me how 

my day went. I told her I did my best and she went to work, inspecting my work all the while making 

small talk. When she finished, she told me to follow her into the living room and we sat down on the 

couch. Without hesitation, she began going over everything I did well and everything I did not. When 

all was said and done, I had 15 more negative checks than I did positive. I was terrified at what this 

meant but I didn’t have to wait long to find out. Lei told me that for every ten negative checks, I 

would be shocked for one second. I think all the color left my face as she said this and could not 

believe it. She looked at me with that reassuring and comforting look and told me that it was all 

necessary and that in the future she was sure I would no longer need any sort of punishment.

This was little consolation and was still terrified as she continued to explain that I should be able to 

withstand about four or five seconds and after that, would most likely pass out, if that happened, 

however many seconds I had left would be carried over to the next day. I was in shock, no pun 

intended, and before I knew it, was liberally in shock! Lei had shocked me for the two seconds I was 

to get for the way I cleaned the kitchen. Those two seconds felt more like twenty and it felt as if my 

blood was on fire burning everything in its path. I thought I was going to pass out and as fast as the 

pain came, it went. I looked at Lei with a look of bewilderment and all she did was tell me that she 

thought it would be best to just get it out of the way. She reached over and gave me a hug and told 

me it was time to get her ready for bed. With that, I totally forgot about what had just happened 

and was nearly salivating at the thought of seeing and touching Lei’s beautiful body once again. 

So life went on like this and as time went on, I slowly began to except my situation that is until Lei 

became confident enough to once again take me out into public and resume a “normal” life. It was 

so great to finally resume a semi-normal life again…I was in heaven. I had gotten so good at my 

cleaning duties that I was never punished anymore and actually got many, many rewards. The rewards, 

unlike the punishments, varied and almost always had something to do with Lei and sex, although it 

has been close to three months since I have had an orgasm. Even with that, I was very, very happy 

with the way things were going and Lei assured me that I would soon get that elusive orgasm; she 

just thought the anticipation would make it that much better. Eventually life was almost like it was 

before, sans the lack of orgasms, until things changed one night when we were out having dinner. 

All of the sudden, as I sat there looking at all the happy couples, I began to feel anger over my, for 

lack of a better word, slave status. I began to feel disdain for my situation and felt like I was duped. 

There was no mention anywhere of the things Lei talked about and none of the changes to males 

and society had occurred. I was sure that it was all some sort of ruse for Lei to play out her sadistic 

fantasies. It took all my willpower to keep my anger bottled up as I can up with a plan. I was 

convinced that there were no drastic changes coming and even more so, there were no sensors 

at the house that would prevent me from leaving so I decided that on Lei’s busiest day of the week 

I would just leave, giving me enough time to get as far away from this maniac as possible. That day 

was Tuesday and as Tuesday approached, it became harder and harder for me to do the things I had 

to, but I somehow managed to make it until Tuesday.

The big day finally arrived and as soon as Lei left the house, I packed a few things into a plastic bag 

and headed for the door. As I got to the threshold, I hesitated and wondered if I wasn’t acting to 

hastily. What of Lei was telling the truth, what would my punishment be for trying to escape? Was 

my life really that bad? I was living with the most beautiful woman I had ever seen and certainly one 

of the most intelligent as well. I did not have to work, well, at least not outside the house. I had 

everything I could need and certainly had a lot that I wanted. Maybe this was a mistake I thought, 

but then I remembered what it was like to be able to do what I wanted to when I wanted to. I 

remembered what it was like to have sex; real sex with a real orgasm. With that, I bolted through 

the doorway and as I made my way to the outer door I thought to myself…I was right, I was right!

Just then, as if on cue, I fell to the ground and could not move! Uh-oh, she was right, at least about the 

sensors. I began to panic and tried everything I could think of to move but just couldn’t. I was paranoid 

and wondered what the hell I just did. After calming down, I began to think up of excuses I could 

make to Lei but after a coming up with a few very poor excuses, I knew that would not fly. My only

hope was that maybe I would somehow be able to move again before Lei came home…maybe the 

sensor triggered paralysis was only temporary. As I laid there unable to move, I began to run through 

the various scenarios of how this would play out when Lei got home. I convinced myself that all 

would be well and that she would give me a second chance, I am sure she would. This was the longest 

day of my life and all I could do was listen to my heartbeat and worry about my fate.

Finally Lei arrived home and I heard her walking around, undoubtedly looking for me. This was the 

moment I was most afraid of and my heart began to race. It was racing so bad that I thought for sure 

I was going to have a heart attack. Just then Lei came around the corner and saw me. The look on 

her face was the absolute worst look I had ever seen on her, or anyone else’s face for that matter. 

It was one of pure disappointment. Surprisingly there was no anger, just the unmistakable look of 

disappointment. It really killed me that I could not reach out and comfort her the way she had 

comforted me in my time of need. I wanted to say something but I couldn’t think of anything to say 

to quell the look on her face. Lei turned and walked around the corner and I was terrified, I called 

out to her but she did not respond. All of the sudden, everything went black.

When I finally awoke, I had no idea where I was or even when it was. I was paralyzed and could only 

move my head. After my eyes adjusted, I turned my head towards the light and was horrified with 

what I saw. All I saw were bars, not prison bars, but much smaller and thinner bars, about the thickness 

of a pencil nor was there a door per say. The bars seemed to be about three feet by three feet and 

as I looked around, saw I was inside of some small compartment, barely large enough for my body 

to fit into. I began to panic once again and began to cry out for Lei. I cried and cried, screaming at the 

top of my lungs but all I got for a response was an echo. Where in the heck was I??? Finally, I heard 

footsteps and as they got closer, I stopped screaming and eventually I saw a pair of legs standing in 

front of the bars. It was obviously a female as she was wearing high heels and stockings. Suddenly 

whoever it was reached down and appeared to unlock the cage and opened it up. Just then I was 

instructed to get out. It was obvious that this woman was not Lei, but who was it and where was I? 

I was still a little bit dazed and confused and was actually frightened. It was a weird feeling, one that I 

haven’t experienced in a long time. I finally was able to overcome my fear and I slowly crawled out. 

I was very stiff and sore and could tell I was in there a very long time. I started to look around to get 

a better idea of where I was when I was startled when the woman barked at me to stand up. 

Suddenly that fear came back and I climbed onto my feet as fast as my sore body would allow. 

When I was finally up, I looked at the woman but she did not look familiar to me and suddenly she 

slapped my face…hard! I was stunned and jumped when she told me not to look at her and to always 

look at the ground. I started to say something and just as I did, she hit me again, this time even harder. 

She warned me that I would be very sorry if I didn’t start listening to her the very first time she said 

something. Somehow I felt that I had better listen to her and I tilted my head and stared down at the 

ground.

The anonymous woman stated that since I had disrespected my previous owner, she decided to put 

me up for auction. What??? I couldn’t believe what I was hearing…previous owner, auction, 

disrespected, what kind of nightmare had I gotten myself into and how in the hell am I going to get 

out of it? She explained that Lei had said that I was, for the most part, an exceptional slave and 

recommended that I be sold as a five. A five was the highest rating and one was the lowest. The 

higher the number, the better the likelihood that I would be sold to someone who would treat me 

relatively well but the lower the number, the worse I would be treated. She said that on Lei’s 

recommendation, she was giving me a five but that every time I screwed up until I was sold, I would 

be that much closer to dropping my rank so it would be in my best interest to be on my best behavior. 

I was still in shock and could not believe this was happening, but it had to be, I was here. As I was 

processing what she did, she asked if I understood. I nodded my head yes. She then placed what 

appeared to be a pair of leather padded leather straps around my wrist that were attached to each 

other with a sort of small leash attached. She grabbed the leash, turned around, ad started walking, 

yanking hard on the leash. I took the hint.

As she hurriedly walked down the hall, I struggled to keep up as my body was still very stiff and sore 

and wondered what in the heck the rush was. Finally she stopped and turned to face me and when she 

did, I immediately put my head down. As we stood, I suddenly heard a sort of mechanical sound and 

wondered now what. Finally the sound stopped and as soon as it did, the unknown woman once again 

yanked on the leash, this time she pulled my hands up high, over my bowed head. Suddenly I heard 

the sound again and as I stood there trying for the life of me to figure out what the sound was, that 

is until I was slowly lifted off the ground! I, and the noise, stopped when I was just a few inches off 

the ground. I wanted to protest but remembered her words about behaving so I bit my lip even though 

my shoulders were all ready starting to hurt. Suddenly, I heard a few beeps and felt that all too familiar 

feeling as my body went limp. I was hanging there limp as a wet noodle and totally scared out of my 

wits.

The woman then turned around and walked away leaving me hanging there. As she strolled away, 

suddenly I started to move sideways, what on earth was happening I thought to myself. I wanted to 

scream and holler figuring maybe someone might here but again that ominous warning kept me from 

taking any action. As I was hanging there, I could hear voices and footsteps and every so often I would 

move sideways for a few seconds. I could not see anything as there was no lighting where I was. 

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, I was blinded by light! The lights were so bright I could not 

see anything at first and could not even open my eyes. I was in agony both from being hung-up like 

I was and from the lights when something strange happened. I suddenly felt a pair of hands on me.

They started on my chest and slowly made their way to my arms, then my shoulders, then my legs, 

and finally my penis which seemed to be a particular area of interest as I was stretched, twisted, and 

pinched. Then the hands made their way to my back once again they covered every inch of me, 

including my ass. Suddenly, I felt something go inside me and I yelped out. 

I immediately realized that I should not have done that and used every ounce of my strength not to 

yelp out again. I realized that it was a finger inside me. Whoever this finger belonged to must have 

known what they were doing as the finger probed and probed and probed. I wanted to scream and 

cry but I couldn’t and wouldn’t. Finally it was over, the finger was gone and there were no more 

wandering hands. My eyes had adjusted to the light somewhat and I could squint my eyes open and 

just barely see. I saw that the lights were coming from the front and were high overheard which 

explains why there was no shadow when whoever it was doing whatever they were doing to me. 

Suddenly it started again and when it was all over with, I felt thoroughly violated but there was not 

a single thing I could do about it. This went on and on for some time. Eventually I started to move 

sideways again, in slow increments in the opposite direction as before. Eventually I came out from 

the darkness and saw that now familiar unfamiliar woman standing there.

As I neared her, I made absolutely sure that I looked down and not at her, which was hard because 

I was now much higher than she was because I was hung up like this. When I finally reached her, I 

once again heard the beeps and my body sprung to life as I was lowered to the ground. She reached up, 

undid the leash, and staying in character, yanked on it as she walked away. My arms were killing me 

and I was so tired and hungry. She led me to a small table with some food on it. She told me I had 

twenty minutes to eat and clean up. As she walked away, I looked around and saw a door leading to 

what I assumed was a bathroom and heard a resounding slam as she shut me in my unknown prison. 

I wasted no time eating and cleaning up as I wanted to make sure I was finished when she came back. 

As I sat there, I thought about undoing my hands but thought better of it. Instead, I took the leash part 

and held it in my hand as I wondered how and why this was happening to me. When the woman came 

back, she led me back to the spot where this all started and told me to get in and get comfortable.

Comfortable, was she kidding me? I got down on my hands and knees and crawled in. Without warning 

the cage door slammed shut and my body once again went limp. I immediately fell asleep. I awoke to 

the sound of something banging away at my cage. It was presumably the same woman. My body once 

again sprung to life, the door opened, and was instructed to get out. The day, or at least I thought it was 

a day, went the exact same way the day yesterday went. It went on like this for what was presumably 

days and days when finally one day was different. After being led to the “staging” area and strung up 

like a slab of beef, and spirited away to the side of wherever it is I was, there were no probing hands and 

much more time went by before anything happened. Suddenly the lights came on and after they 

adjusted, I could see out of the corner or my squinted eye that there was another person hanging next 

to me and the same thing on the other side. Oh-no, this was not good I thought to myself when 

suddenly I heard a voice over what appeared to be a loudspeaker.

It was the voice of the woman that had led me out each and every day for the last few weeks. She 

welcomed everyone for coming and then said the bidding would start now, first up, number 401. 

Who was number 401 and how did the audience know who it was??? The woman went on to explain 

number 401 in detail. The last words of the description were the most ominous; she stated that number 

401 was a three! Wow, she wasn’t kidding, was she? Yes, yes good. Is anyone willing to go higher? 

Yes, keep it coming, this one will definitely do you right. Keep those bids coming. Is that the final bid? 

Going once…going twice…sold. Congratulations, 401 is yours. Huh? How did they bid and how did 

they know who won? This went on forever. The only good thing was that my arms were now used 

to being hung up so they did not hurt as much. When I finally started to move again, I was terrified 

at the thought of actually being auctioned off and if that was true, what would happen next. Everything 

was a blur as I hung there terrified at my fate. My heart dropped as I came out of the darkness but 

did not see the familiar sight of the woman who was unknown to me standing there.

I stopped I the usual spot and from behind me someone lifted my legs up and placed a wooden crate 

underneath me. It was small, very small and could not figure out what it was for. As I started to be 

lowered into the box, I lost it and started yelling and screaming but nothing happened, I just kept going 

down and down until I was finally stuffed into the box. Still I was screaming when a lid was placed 

on top of the box and heard what sounded like a drill drilling screws or something into the lid. My 

voice was getting horse and I finally stopped screaming when I realized it would do me no good but 

might possible do something bad. Suddenly I felt the box being lifted and be carried off to god knows 

where!

Had I not been stuffed so tightly into this box, I would have been bouncing around from side to side and 

from top to bottom as whoever was carrying me away had no concerns for the well being of its 

contents: that being me! It was strange because there was a tiny bit if space that allowed my body to 

shift ever so slightly but as my implant was activated I could not brace or steady myself in any way. 

This was a terrifying thing not being in control like that but I could do nothing about it. Finally the box 

was soundly slammed down onto something and immediately I heard a loud thump, like some kind of 

door being slammed shut. The next thing I knew I was being driven off, but where to?

I was able to ascertain that I must have been in a van or truck of some sorts as every time the vehicle 

made a turn, the box I was encased in would slide and bang against the side. Every single time I hit a 

side it would jar my whole body. It was frightening because I knew it was coming with each and 

every turn but I could not do anything to lessen the impact. After what seemed like an eternity, the 

vehicle finally came to a stop. I tried desperately to hear some sort of noise to get an idea of where I 

was but I could not hear anything as of yet. Then I heard the door open up and once again I was 

spirited off trying desperately to glean any information I could in any form. Although I did not hear 

anything, I smelled something. I was born in, raised in, and lived in the city so I was keenly aware of 

the fact that I now must have been on some kind of farm, that much was clear as the smell made me 

sick. 

I thought I was going to throw-up, both from the smell and from the situation itself when I and my 

box came crashing to the ground. The sound of a drill unscrewing the top filled my ears and before I 

knew it, light was streaming into my tiny prison and just like when I was at the auction, I was blinded. 

Before my eyes could adjust, I felt something being placed on my head and over my eyes…it was a 

blindfold! Aw, this is just becoming ridiculous I thought. Then I heard a female voice tell me to get up. 

I had not even noticed that my implant had been turned off and as I tried to get up, my body and mouth 

cried out in pain from being scrunched inside that infernal box for so long. Once the cramping dissipated 

I was able to stand up but could not see or hear anything. As much as I wanted to see or hear something, 

what I heard next caused my stomach to drop.

The female voice explained to me that I was now her property, free to do whatever she wanted to with 

me. She told me that my life from here on out would be long, hard, and painful but I would be given 

the basics like food, clothing, and shelter. I was informed that I was the new farmhand on her farm. 

I would work from sun up until sundown, seven days a week, fifty-two weeks a year until I was no 

longer capable. My face went white when she said this and my knees almost buckled. Apparently this 

amused her as she just giggled like a little school girl.  No, no, no…this can’t be happening I thought. 

This had to be a dream, it had to be! She then went on to explain that her houseboy would training him 

for one week on what he needed to know and after that, my chores would be posted every day in the 

barn. She warned me not to dawdle with the chores because every night, thirty minutes after sundown, 

my implant would be activated so that gave me thirty minutes to eat and clean up. She stated that she 

did not care whether I ate or cleaned myself but was more concerned about the work for if my implant 

was activated when I wasn’t finished, the chores would not get done. If that happens, you will have to 

finish that days work the next day plus the next day’s normal chores and if I got too far behind, I would 

be given back to the auctioneer and sold off as a one. She told me that if she thought what she 

described to me was hard to imagine what kind of situation you will be in as a one.

I cringed with fear but was beginning to understand the gravity of the situation. With that, the mysterious 

woman walked away. The only reason I knew this was because I heard the sound of what I presume 

were here boats on the wooded floor, but suddenly she stopped and warned me not to try and escape. 

She said that just like my previous owner, there were sensors placed throughout the property that would 

incapacitate me if I crossed them and told me that my every day chores will take me nowhere near 

them so the only way I could trigger them was if I tried to escape, there was no other valid reason. 

After a few minutes my blindfold was removed and I say a man standing in front me. He pointed to 

the corner where a pair of boots, jeans, and a t-shirt were. I figured they were for me to wear and as 

I walked over, I began to survey my surroundings trying to find a way out of here but as I walked 

past the very large door, all I could see was farm country and nothing else, no roads, no structures, 

and no people. The only thing I saw was farm animals but I was hoping that there was something 

on the other side of the barn that might help me out.

After I got dressed, the man spoke and told me to follow him, which I did. He led me out and around 

the barn giving me a glimpse of what I could not see from inside the barn. To my horror all I saw 

was more country and a big house off in the distance which I am assuming belonged to the mysterious 

woman. It was about a hundred yards from the barn and figured that I would never get any closer. 

The man shouted out for me to come over by him and when I did, so began my life as a slave farm 

hand. During the week I was showed everything I would be doing day in and day out and it sickened 

me. I was not a farmer and not cut out for this kind of work and knew from that moment on I would 

do whatever it would take to escape, whatever it would take!

After my chores, the man showed me where my food would be waiting and where I could clean up. 

He told me that twice a week I would be given fresh clothing. He also showed me where I was to sleep 

every night. It was a horse stall that had a huge pile of hay in the corner and nothing else; no bed, no 

blanket, nothing, just the bare essentials and a blindfold that he instructed me to put on every night 

before I settled in. Thankfully wherever I was it was warm so the no blanket thing would not be that 

much of a problem, but the hay bed, that took some getting used to. The first day on my own I was 

terrified and blew through my chores making sure I finished before sundown which I did. For the first 

time in a long time, a smile actually crossed my face. As I sat there lying in my hay bed I suddenly 

became sick at the thought of me smiling because I completed a day of slave labor…what the heck 

was wrong with me???

After a few weeks I had everything down pat and that is when I began looking in earnest for my chance to escape when 

one day I was distracted by something. As I was working out in the field I was staring at the house, wishing and longing 

I could be over there sleeping in a nice, warm, cozy bed. As I sat there staring, I saw a person come out onto the sundeck 

wearing a robe. When the robe was removed, I saw that it was a woman in a bikini. It had been so long since he even 

remotely thought about anything sexual but now that he was getting settled into his new life, a thought that still made him ill, 

seeing this woman excited him and for the first time in a long time, he got an erection. Gawd it has been such a long time 

that he forgot how wonderful it was. 

Fearing being seen, I crouched down and was partially concealed by the tall grass and watched as the 

woman settled into a lounge chair and just laid there tanning herself. Oh how I wished he could be 

doing the same or at least be a little closer to get more detail of the mysterious woman. Was she the 

woman that “bought” him from the auction? How could such a lovely woman be so cruel I thought 

to myself and as I did, I found that erection only grew stronger. What the…why in the world was that 

thought exciting me? I was so confused about everything these days and I feared I was beginning to lose 

my grip on reality, or at least the reality of my old self as the reality of my new self seemed to be taking 

over. 

As much as I hated the thought, I wanted to jack off since it had been forever since I had an orgasm. I 

crouched down even lower and slowly began to stroke my raging hard-on. I deliberately went slow at 

first because I knew I would explode with relative ease since it had been so long. As the tension built I 

started to stroke faster and faster and when I felt he was about to reach that ever so sought after 

explosion I felt a jolt surge through my penis and then through my whole body. The surprise literally 

knocked me to the ground and I cried out in pain. The first thought that ran through my mind was 

did the mysterious woman hear me. I froze, barely breathing and stayed like that for what seemed like 

an eternity. I finally got the nerve to slowly get up and see if the woman had heard me or not.

Slowly I peered through the grass until I could see her and I was relieved when I saw her lying there 

just sunning herself like she was before. I almost broke down I was so relieved. After a few moments 

I regained myself and turned my attention to what had just happened and realized that the shock was 

exactly like the one that kept me awake at Lei’s the first week I found out about the changes to the 

implant. It began to register that what happened to me then was no fluke, or maybe this was a fluke. 

I decided to test my theory and stared at the woman again while imagining myself lying there next to 

her. Eventually I got my erection and I once again tried to jack-off. Again, just as I was about to cum, 

I was shocked, but I was ready for it this time. So, it was no accident I thought to myself and actually 

smiled as I got up and continued about my chores. Once again the thought of actually being happy 

made me want to puke.

When I settled into bed for the night something different happened. Instead of his implant activating 

thirty minutes after sundown, it did nothing. I thought about taking his blindfold off but knew I had 

better not and suddenly I heard those same awful footsteps that I heard on his first day here. A voice 

told him to get up. It was the woman from the first day all right and I cringed. Did she see him trying 

to jack off today? Was she going to send him back to the auction place? Fear raced through him and 

I wanted to plead with her not to send him back but figured I had better not seeing as how I did not even 

know what she wanted. SI instructed him to put his hands out. When I did, she grabbed them and 

started to tie them together with rope. Before I knew it, his hands were bound. I then felt her jerk the 

rope hard almost causing him to fall down. SI warned him in a stern voice to keep up, or else.

I figured that meant to follow her so I did. SI led him to the other side of the barn and stopped. I did 

not know exactly where I was since I could not see but I knew they hadn’t left the barn. SI then did 

something with his hands and before I knew it, I was once again being lifted off the ground by his hands, 

the only difference is that it wasn’t leather this time but rough rope that dug into his skin so now not 

only did his arm and shoulders hurt, his hands did as well. I had no idea what was going to happen and 

I just hung there swinging ever so subtlety in the breeze that blew through the barn when the doors 

were open. Suddenly I felt this searing pain on his back and heard this god-awful crack. Holy jezzz, 

someone had just hit him with some sort of whip or something, and HARD!

I cried out in pain and before I could regain my senses, I was struck again. The pain was unbearable 

and was the worst pain I had felt in my life. Again I was struck and again I cried out in pain. Thankfully 

there was a pause and I nearly jumped out of his skin when whoever was hitting me started to slowly, 

almost sensually, run their hand up and down the sides of my chest. The contrast between the two was 

amazing and although my mind knew the touching was not painful, my body registered it as a sort of 

pain because of my heightened state that I was in. Then the touching stopped and once again I was 

thrashed with whatever the damn thing was that was hitting me. I cried out even louder and hoped that 

someone would hear me and come to my aide but I knew that would most likely not happen. Again 

and again I was hit, each time the pain intensified and wanted to cry like a baby but I would not give 

whoever was hitting me the satisfaction. The worst part was the touching torture because although 

that was not nearly as painful, it did something to me, something I could not describe plus it meant 

that the real beating would soon continue, and continue it did.

I could not keep track of time or even the amount of times I was hit, but when it was finally over with 

and I was released from the mechanism that raised me, I fell to a heap on the ground and literally 

passed out. The next thing I knew it was sunrise. I was shocked to realize that I was in the exact same 

position I was when I came crashing down to the ground. As I slowly took the blindfold off, the first 

thing I noticed, and felt, were his hands. They hurt and when I looked down, I saw deep indentations 

and bruising from where the rope had dug into his skin. As I was looking at them, his body began to 

register the pain radiating from his back. There was no way I could see his back as there were certainly 

no mirrors in the barn, but it felt like I had a horrible case of sunburn, only a thousand times worse. 

I could not even wear my t-shirt that day it hurt so much. That was also true of the next day as well 

and finally on the third day I could tolerate wearing my shirt. I was terrified that I might have 

permanent marks but then figured what difference did it matter seeing as how I was a slave anyway. 

It was then that it hit me…I WAS a slave and it was at that moment that I knew I might not ever 

be free again…or would I?

How could they have sensors placed around the property when the only two structures with any 

strength and height were the house and barn…you need four corners to keep someone inside. Was 

she just messing with me when she told me that? As soon as the thought entered my head I immediately 

shot back to the time when I thought Lei was kidding me as well, and look where that got me! Oh how 

I missed Lei so much and wish I had never tried to escape, but wait a second, never try to escape…

I should never have been in that position in the first place, why should I be sad about trying to escape? 

As much as I wanted to, I couldn’t be mad at Lei, I just loved her too much and just longed to be back 

in her arms, something that I fear may never happen again.

Time went on as usual and everything was all good until one night when once again my implant did not 

activate. I trembled in fear as the memory of what happened that last fateful night still haunted me, 

and then I heard them, those footsteps that foretold of something awful to come. Each footstep 

resonated like a clap of thunder in my head, getting louder and louder as they approached. When they 

finally got to me, I heard that dreadful command, get up. I did and this time she pushed me in the back 

and again I almost fell. She told me to walk and I did slowly because I could not see but she just kept 

pushing and pushing until I realized that she was leading me somewhere and I should just go with it. 

She finally grabbed me and sternly told me to stop. When I did, she kicked out the back of my knees 

causing me to slam to the ground. Did she have to be so rough I thought to myself and almost, 

almost said out loud! Thankfully I was able to catch myself.

She grabbed my head and guided it to where she wanted it to go and suddenly I felt my neck resting 

on something. In a voice that I did not want to cross she told me to stay just like that, and I did. 

Next she grabbed my hands and placed them near my head and onto something wooden. Before my 

mind could register it, something slammed down on top of my hands and head. She had laced me into 

some sort of old fashioned stock! What the heck was she going to do now? She then grabbed my 

ankles one by one and put them into the same type of device. I was now totally immobilized in a sort of 

kneeling position with my entire body exposed. I was literally shaking with fear as I waited…and 

waited…and waited. Was she just going to leave me like this or what? My wait was over as I soon 

found out just what she had in mind.

She said that since I was in the mood for some sex, she would give me some and with that, something 

was shoved into my mouth. I nearly gagged it went so far down. It took me a few seconds before I 

realized just what it was. It was a penis! At least it was shaped liked one. It felt a little too hard to be 

real but then again, I had never had a real, or fake, one in my mouth before!  For all I know it could 

have belonged to the guy that brings me breakfast and dinner every day. Then the thrusting started. 

It was slow and not too deep at first but as time went on, she pushed it deeper and faster and harder 

each and every time. In no time at all, I was gagging, both from the penis in my mouth and from the 

thought of the penis in my mouth. What was even more humiliating was the fact that the whole time 

the mysterious woman was laughing, she was really laughing at my plight. Heck, I might even have 

laughed to if it were not me in the situation. Finally she stopped but it took a while for me to stop 

gagging and when I did, I thought my ordeal was over, but it was not anywhere near over.

Without warning and without any remorse, I heard the words now that we are all lubed up, the penis 

was shoved into my ass! I jumped so hard I nearly broke through the stocks. Unlike the mouth, there 

was no “break-in” period and whoever was ramming the penis in there was doing it fast and furious. 

My ass felt like it was being ripped apart and I am sure that it was, literally! Every time the phallic 

object thrust deep inside me I could swear that I felt it in the back of my throat it went so far. I was 

angry, humiliated, scared, and in pain. All I wanted was for the whole ordeal to be over with but she, 

or he, kept going and going. I was certain there would be permanent damage I was in so much pain. 

She was insatiable and stayed in me so long I thought it would be morning by the time she finished. 

When she finally did stop I was relieved and as I sat there bound like I was, the realization that I was 

violated hit me like a ton of bricks. Although the pain was not near what the pain was from the 

beating a few weeks ago, this was much worse because of the nature of the whole ordeal.

Just as quickly as I found myself bound up I was released and led back to my makeshift bed in the 

stall and without a word, the mystery woman left and the very second I laid down, my body went limp. 

Why didn’t she leave me free like the last time? I wanted so bad to rub my poor ass that hurt so bad. 

Instead, I just laid there in disbelief wondering how in the world I would ever get out of this. The next 

day as I was going about my chores, I saw the woman sunning herself again but I didn’t dare think to 

try and jack-off this time. Instead I came up with a plan. I figured if I could get to one of the horses 

I could hop on it and ride it out of here. The only two problems were that I had never ridden a horse 

before and what would I do about the supposed sensors placed on the property that would incapacitate 

me if I tried to escape. Well, I can’t worry about that now, the next thing for me to do was to survey 

the area as best I can and find the best route out of here. Unfortunately I couldn’t spend too much 

time on my plan as I had to complete my chores but I had time, plenty of time going by what I was 

told on my first day here.

The next few weeks were uneventful, uneventful that is until one night when the nightmare began again. 

Those footsteps made me shudder in fear and I so wanted to run and hide but even though I could 

move, I knew it would not be in my best interest to do such a thing. Then I heard those words…get up. 

I was terrified and considered begging for mercy but I just couldn’t, I couldn’t let her know that she 

had broken me. I got up and when I did was told to put my hands behind my back. As I did, she 

immediately tied them together very, very tightly. She then pulled on my bound hands as she walked 

away forcing me to walk backwards to follow her. When she stopped, I heard her rustling around with 

something and then I felt my hands being lifted up behind me. She kept lifting and lifting and before 

I knew it, my head was literally between my knees my hands were so far up. My hands were all 

ready starting to hurt and going numb and now my shoulders and back were crying out in pain as well.

Without missing a beat, she hit my ass with something. What that something was I have no idea but it 

felt like wood…was it a paddle of some sorts? I couldn’t be sure but what it was didn’t really matter, 

all that mattered was that it hurt, and hurt bad for the next time she hit me I nearly fell over. 

Thankfully I didn’t because if I had, I probably would have dislocated my shoulders and that is when 

it hit me, literally and figuratively. Not only did I have to endure the beating but I also had to maintain 

my balance or else. She kept hitting me and hitting me alternating between hard and light whacks. 

Funny as it sounds, it was actually the light strokes that hurt the most because they I would brace 

myself for a hard one and when it didn’t come, it would almost cause me to fall over in the 

opposite direction. I had no idea how long the beating went on but it was a miracle I did not fall over. 

When the beating stopped, I heard those dreadful footsteps walk a few steps and I suddenly fell down to 

the ground. The woman came over and untied my wrists and just left me there just as she had the 

first time. I was so worn out that I just passed out, just as I had the first time. The next day when 

the sun came up, I went to work and every time something would so much as lightly brush up against 

my ass, I would jump and holler in pain. I hollered so loudly that I thought I would disturb the woman 

sunning herself who now made it a daily habit. Over the next few weeks I slowly got my plan together 

and figured out the best way for me to try and escape this hell. As far as the sensors went, I figured 

I would just tie myself to the saddle on the horse, that way if I did go limp, maybe, just maybe the 

horse would keep going and I would be found by someone. It was a risky plan but I couldn’t take 

it anymore, I just couldn’t.

I picked the day and the night before prayed to god that I would make it. I would leave at sun up and 

ride off in the direction opposite the house so no one inside, or the sunbathing woman, would see me. 

I skipped breakfast that morning and as soon as I was sure that the man was back at the house, I 

made a beeline for the saddles. As fast as I could, I got the saddle on the horse and tied the rope to 

the top that would tether my hands in case I went limp. My heart was pounding the whole time 

and every sense in my body was heightened, it was almost as if I was super human in a way. I was 

finally ready to go and stood there right beside the horse for a few seconds contemplating whether 

or not I was doing the right thing or not. 

I decided that it was the wrong thing to do and took the saddle off and went about my chores. She 

did it, she had broken me. I was resigned to my fate and figured I would just live out the rest of my 

days here at the farm. I had to double time it to make up the lost time executing my plan and I barely 

made it. My heart practically stopped when my body did not go limp and I heard those footsteps. 

I thought for sure I was busted and was terrified that I was going to be sent back to the auction house. 

As per usual I was told to get up. When I did, I felt one of my legs being lifted and guided over 

something and then the other one. Before I could conclude what was happening, my body went limp 

and I fell down, but not onto the floor. I crumpled into a box and as soon as I was in, I heard the top 

being slammed on and screwed in place. Oh no, they knew I tried to escape and were sending me 

back to the auction place. I could hold it in no longer and I broke down and for the first time cried. 

I cried like a baby as I was once again being transported to some unknown place.

When we arrived, I was still crying as I would stop and start during the ride over. Then I heard the top 

being taken off and bright light came streaming into my box. I was told to get up and just like before, 

my body cried out on pain from being placed in the box. When I was finally able to stand my blindfold 

was taken off and I cried and begged and pleaded as my eyes adjusted to the light. When I could 

finally see again, I was stunned at what I saw. Standing before me was Lei! For the first time in I can’t 

remember when I smiled because I was happy. Lei was standing before me…was I dreaming?

Lei explained to me that although she had every intention of never taking me back, she loved me too 

much and wanted to give me one more shot. She explained that the auction was real except for the 

fact that no one was allowed to bid on me except Lei. She said that my stint on the barn, her barn, 

was her last ditch effort to teach me to obey and follow directions and after she saw me attempt to 

leave but change my mind, she knew that I was ready. Her heart sank as I prepared to leave but 

was delighted that I changed my mind and didn’t want to delay a single second more so she decided 

to end my ordeal about a month and half sooner than she had planned. She also said that the shocks 

I got at her house were indeed planned, apparently that was phase I training and my ordeal at the 

barn was phase II training. I was also told that the auction was very real and would be used if both

phase I and II failed, and also in other situations that I didn’t need to know about, or so at least that 

is what Lei said.  

She told me that the women that I saw at the auction house and on the first day at the farm were her 

coworkers but the actual beatings and the penis incident were all her. She purposely had her coworker 

wear heavy boots to mask the fact that there were two sets of footsteps. Also, the woman on the 

deck sunbathing was her as well. She told me that she particularly liked the feature that allowed me 

to come oh-so close to orgasm but not seal the deal and that it would play a large role in our future 

together. Next came the moment that changed my life forever…she asked me if I was ready to serve 

her fully and completely, without question. I needed no time and immediately responded yes.

I am now married to the most beautiful and intelligent (at least I think so) woman in the world.  

Everything she said about the changes that were coming indeed come true. I have all my basic 

needs met by her which allows me to fulfill my deepest, darkest desires, ones which she is more 

than happy to help me with as I have come to find out that I love for her to inflict pain upon me. 

The journey has been long and tough, fraught with much emotion, doubt, and guilt, mostly either on 

my part or at the very least, caused by me. Thinking back on these things causes a flood of emotions to 

overcome me and I turn my head to look at my beautiful wife silhouetted by the ambient moon light 

streaming in from the window. The curtains gently move and sway from the gentle breeze blowing in 

through the window creating the most picturesque scene one could imagine.  

She lies here on the bed next to me, motionless, and although she is on her side facing me, I cannot 

see her face because of the dimly lit room. What I can see is the outline of her perfect body and how 

her waist falls down deep into the mattress and her hip juts up like a mountain when she lies on the 

bed like this. As I lay here, mesmerized by her beauty and the wonderful thoughts of our life together 

I suddenly forget the bad and can only think about the good. Just looking at her like this always makes 

me feel better whenever I feel down which sometimes makes me feel guilty as I wonder at times if I 

do the same for her as she is not one to wear her heart on her sleeve. As I started to drift off to sleep 

she ever so gently readjusted her position and as she did, put her arm on top of me, right above my 

penis. Ahhh, do I have the life I think to myself as I drift off to sleep.