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Chi-town to Cleveland What do i need? Anything and everything. Most important i need to be held and reassured by my Mistress. Secondly i need to adore Her and caress Her. Thirdly, i need to see and feel Her sadistic passions in flame and lastly, i need to be Her sexual pleasure toy. my areas of interest and You know they are broad Oral 1) Humiliation of using my tongue and lips wherever Mistress desires 2) Being used as a toilet or being made to eat and drink even if it makes me sick Breath 1) Mistress controlling my breathing 2) Distasteful or sickening smells Penis 1) Torture of member 2) Loss of control of bladder 3) Prolonged stimulation without release 4) Insertion of sounds or stimulators into urethra 5) Humiliation of forced masturbation and/or chastity Anal 1) Cleanings 2) No privacy 3) Suppositories or laxatives for loss or control 4) Dildo training 5) Milking 6) Plugging and stim torture or training 7) Forced periods with mineral oil or other liquids Nipples-Just as sore and tender on abused and........ Rubber bondage or long term wearing coupled with no use of toilet Diapers, baby humiliation, public pants wetting Bondage Dressing as Sharon with some device or humiliation known only to Mistress while out (stim, period problems, diapers, plug, drinking wine from Mistress) Hopefully this will give you a smile for the weekend sharon Training Responses from sharon for our next session... Monday Mistress i awoke this morning excited about the training that will lead me to spending a wonderful day at your feet this Friday. i showered and put on a long line bra, panty girdle and stockings under my regular clothes and then went downstairs to the bathroom. After completing my business i put on a diaper and rubber pants per your instructions and put my girdle back on and fastened my stockings. i went to the basement office to check the computer (hoping their might be a message from you) and put nipple clamps on for my 20 minutes of nipple sensitivity. After checking my computer i went into the basement bathroom and used some wax to improve my eyebrows. Now i'm at work, ,just took the nipple clamps off and am starting to get nervous about the day. How much will my diaper hold-when should i change it? What if it leaks? And most of all what is my Mistress' intentions? Am i in diapers all week because Mistress wants me helpless by Friday? She is going to hold me and cuddle me and take care of all my needs. i'll be able to sit on her lap and nuzzle her breasts and gently suck her glorious nipples. Or is she just trying to humiliate me with the diapers? And why the chastity-but then babies don't need sex or release and shouldn't play with their clitty. OH! And the first warm feeling is starting in my diapers. Warm and secure all around my clitty- OH_OH!!!! i wonder if Mistress panties are getting warm and wet. Maybe I'll get to smell them on Friday or have to lick them. Or maybe i'll get to use my tongue on her secret place. What will Friday bring? It's going to be a long week!!! Smile! Miss you Tuesday Mistress i got up this morning and dressed with rubber panties, a long line, OBG and stockings and got my coffee and went to the "reading room". After i finished, i put on my chastity device and sadly closed the lock, saying goodbye to my clitty. Then i put on a diaper and pulled up my rubber panties and girdle and straightened all my things. The diapers under my girdle do give me a little bit of a butt. But now i have to worry about getting caught at night or in the morning showering and shaving with my chastity device on. And things feel so funny down there because some thing can't be felt in the tube. i put on the tweezer nipple clamps and checked my computer before taking the car to the dealership for service. Waiting there for the car was uncomfortable-the coffee started to dribble thru and my clitty was having a hard time adjusting to its prison-things were hurting and chaffing. The rubber panties squeeze the chastity tube and make things sore but i wouldn't feel safe in disposable diapers without the rubber panties over them. i just don't know what to do. i'm now at work making this report-my diaper is getting fuller each minute-I hope I can wait till lunch for a change. Love Sharon Wednesday Mistress i got up this morning and just put on my rubber panties and outer clothes. i was hurrying because i didn't want to be caught with my chastity on in the shower or shaving. Last evening was OK. i got home first and took off my bra, girdle, stockings and wet diaper and put the wet diaper and the other wet diaper i changed at work in the trash. i put on a brief panty girdle to hide the chastity and everything was fine except my poor clitty in it's plastic prison. Sleeping was fitful. A swollen clitty pulls on everything, causes pain and wakes you up. Then you have to really concentrate to reduce the swelling so you can get back to sleep. This morning, after i put on my diaper and pulled up my rubber panties, i did some packing for Friday. Packed most of my rubber, cleaning equipment, prostate massager, stim and started to select my clothes and underwear. Wearing diapers for 2 days starts to become habit forming. i really have to concentrate on not wetting or leaking when i take them off. They feel so go when you first put them on. Dry and comforting. And then you start to fill them and after they start to feel soggy you stop feeling comforted and begin to get very anxious about them leaking. And if you are sitting doing some work and all or a sudden have a big gusher then you are real anxious. You worry are they leaking and you get up very carefully and feel the bottom of your pants for any leaks or spots on your pants. Then you have to decide if you change or leave the full diaper on and test fate further. i'm supposed to play golf this after noon, hence the decision not to wear bra, stockings and girdle. But can i wear chastity while I golf and should i leave my diaper and rubber pants on. If i take the diaper off to golf and have to pee on the course how will i pull the chastity out without being seen and will the pee spray all over me since i can only go to the bathroom sitting with chastity on. So maybe i should leave the diaper on during golf but what will that do to my swing? Oh-OH I just did a big pee in my diaper. Smile-Miss You. If i was with you i wouldn't have all these decisions Thursday Mistress This morning was very busy after a fitful sleep. my clitty kept swelling in it's plastic prison and waking me up and everything is sore and swollen but that is part of the price to be paid for being in chastity. After showering, i put on my long line bra and rubber panties and pulled my stockings on, but left them unfastened, since i didn't put my girdle on yet. i put my outer clothes on and went to the basement to do the cleaning as instructed. As i was getting the cleaning equipment ready, i had to go bad and went making more room for the enema. i put nipple claps on and proceeded to take the whole bag, pulled my rubber panties up for safety and went upstairs to make my coffee and read the paper. The cramps were starting, but i finished getting the coffee done with much effort. Then i released the cleaning with great relief. i went back to the basement, got 8 ounces of mineral oil ready and pulled my rubber panties down and put the mineral oil in my hole. i then raised by bottom high for several minutes to let it flow deep in me. i then inserted a tampon as instructed, put on a diaper, pulled up my rubber panties and pulled on my girdle over everything so i could fasten my stockings. Being a girl is so complicated sometimes-particularly during a period. Then i put on my outer clothes and took off the nipple clamps. i'm now at work and have wet my diaper several times. i hope i can last until lunch without a diaper change. i don't feel any cramps yet so my period has not arrived. i hope you have a good drive and i will update you this afternoon. i feel so stressed and anxious- will the diaper leak, how is my clitty in it's plastic prison and when will my period arrive and how bad will it be- will the tampon do it's job? Oh-my!!!! Midday i'm still in my morning diaper and tampon. The diaper feels quite heavy and full. i went to the drugstore and was worried when i got out of the car that it would leak, but so far the rubber panties are doing their job. i will have to change the diaper at lunch time, i'm sure. It is good to have these problems of leaking and changing to focus on so i don't get obsessive about work and money and stuff. i had one twinge with the tampon, but so far no cramps. i'll have to decide whether to change it when i change my diaper. my briefcase is full of spare diapers and tampons. i hope no one looks in it. i changed the diaper at 11:45 and it hadn't leaked yet, but was saturated. i also changed the tampon and inserted a new one while i had my girdle down, rubber panties off and diaper off. i looked at my clitty in it's plastic prison. It looks sooo lonely and lost and wanting to be stroked. i feel sorry for it. Changing the tampon was no problem and not much leaked out. i can't believe my period hasn't started yet. It is nice to have a dry diaper, but it won't be dry for long. It is so convenient to just dribble or go whenever you want. i don't know what to do about going home. We are supposed to go to dinner. Should i remove my diaper and tampon before i leave work, so i don't have to worry about getting caught if someone else is home? What about the tampon? Will i leak if my period starts while we are at dinner? What protection should i wear? Should i try and go to dinner with my bra on or just a girdle and stockings? Nylon or rubber panties? Pads or a tampons? Too many decisions- i can't take it!!! my mind is in a twitter.
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